Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Muere cucaracha muere!

Sunday, I met this, the biggest cockroach I have personally killed. I was not excited when it suddenly appeared in my shower as I was trying to bathe (I mean, dumping a cold bucket over my head). Of course, it looked even bigger alive and "flying" around my shower. Not the biggest I have seen, that award goes to Edwin for killing it as he ran around the park barefoot.

I believe this is the first cockroach I have actually seen in this house. Therefore, I am telling myself it lived outside and was just trying to find it's way back out. It did actually appear to be searching for a path through the teja. Then it fell and met a new friend named Raid.


On a happier note... It rained last night! After weeks of drought it poured rain for a few hours last night, effectivly cooling the air (I got to sleep under the sheet) and greatly reducing the dust. I even got to run on my dirt road route again this morning! They are doing construction and it has just been too dusty. Therefore, I was running on the paved road past all the car workshops. It's a boring route full of unoriginal piropos. Such is life.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

LOVE-HATE











Despite living here for over a year and a half, some things still amaze me, or at least leave me in some state of awe.  I have realized that my opinion of Talanga, and Honduras in general is very love hate.  Although every time a Honduran askes me, "Do you like it here?" I say yes.  It is a lie.  I can't say that I "like" it.  Love-hate is more appropriate.  Most things I neither love nor hate, it is very much LOVEHATE.  When I reflect on my life here, my experiences, everything, I cannot decide whether I love it or hate it.  The list of things I will miss the most is incredibly similar to the list of things I will miss the most.  I know it sounds odd but it is just the way it is.  Somethings, no matter how long I spend here, I am not sure I would adjust to.  That is both positive and negative.  For example, I still feel a bit odd when the school day begins and ends with a prayer.  Each Monday, to commence the week's "Civic Act" the entire school prays together.  It is great that the school has the freedom to do this and there is never a threat of potential law suit but my conscious still screams,  "separation of church and state!"  I gave my English class of teachers an assignment in lesson planning.  They were to make a lesson plan and self-evaluate it (self-evaluation? what do you mean?--very foreign concept.)  One of these lesson plans, in the "methodology" section read: step 1-prayer to the devine creator.  Really?  In the methods section?  I guess I did say to include everything.
Another favorite practice here is to fill the potholes in my dirt street town with loose dirt.  This happens time and time again.  Doesn't anyone realize that filling a giant pothole with loose dirt doesn't work?  Sure, it fills the hole for today, but the first time it rains and a car drives over it, the loose dirt gets pushed out of the hole.  This effectively makes the hole even bigger since the original hole reappears and the sides grow with the newly depositted dirt.  Really?  At least there was immediate satisfaction in fixing the hole for a day.
I love that people can do things like this over and over again and no one seems to see th idiocracy in it.  I hate that the puddles come back time and time again (when it rains at least.)
I love the attention.  I hate the attention.
I love free food.  I hate having to eat everytime I visit someone, even if I am not hungry.  (I have learned to visit people away from meal times, unless of course, I need large meal that will last me the rest of the day.)
I love the sun.  I love the rain.  Until it starts raining, then I will like the rain because it cools the air and limits the dust.  I hate the rain because it means mud and I have to wash my jean more often.I hate the slow internet.  I love the legitimate excuse not to check email regularly.I love the freetime.  I hate being bored.  (On that note, suggested book: Confessions of an Economic Hit Man by John Perkins.  Very thoughtprovoking)I hate hearing "fijese que..."  I love using "fijese que..."  It is a free excuse for everything.I hate hearing "si Dios quiere," if God wills it.  Take some freaking responsibility and show up to the meeting we arranged!  Ok, that one I don't love in any way, shape or form.  It is a free ticket to not take responsibility and not to commit and I refuse to use it.  If i used it, I would probably love it.

Enough ranting for today.  Here are more Colgate pictures with my kids brushing their teeth.  They LOVE having their photo taken.  Yet, getting them to look at themselves in a mirror is amazingly difficult.  We looked at our own teeth one day.  You do not want to see inside their mouths, many look painful.  Also, the market before Easter, yes, those are whole dried fish.  Very traditional.  A little girl and her chicken on my bus to Tegus.  They are called "chicken buses" for a reason.  Sunset over the Caribbean from beautiful Roatan.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Thumbs Up

Most weekends I spend at least one day playing soccer with a group of women/girls (ranging from about 13 to 31) from in and around Talanga. Supposedly, the “team” is in a league in Tegucigalpa and we were to travel there each Sunday to play (along with several other women who live in Tegus). In reality, I think I played in Tegus twice, arrived in the capital for the game to be cancelled because there wasn’t a field available and missed one game. We end up playing most games against other small communities and aldeas near us. Aside from a few decently talented (but generally unfit and/or lazy) players, the level of play is usually pretty low, like a “rec” team in the States. I continue to play for various reasons; they invite me, it is a chance to socialize with people other than teachers and students at school, it gets me out of the house on days I have no other reason to leave, it’s good exercise and one of the only opportunities to exercise with other people (I am sure I could find a young man willing to accompany me running but I generally turn down that offer.) Last time I played was one of the worst days I have recently had. Nothing especially bad happened that day but it was a day I had not planned on playing. I planned to be on the beach hanging out with my brother and sister-in-law and getting to know my nephew again. Unfortunately two of the three were sick and they had to postpone their trip. While it was the best decision for them to stay home, it was still a bummer. As I was surrounded by giggling 19 year old girls, I felt completely depressed. There is nothing like being around other people enjoying themselves to make you realize the extent of loneliness.  
Yesterday as we arrived at the field in Rio Dulce, I felt none of this. Since most of our games are in small communities, not many people go to watch and I generally don’t know anyone in the crowd. Somehow, they all seem to know at least my name by the end of the first half. I guess that is the result of being the only gringa playing and one of about 3 in the area. Rio Dulce is also an aldea of Talanga but more importantly, it is one of the communities I work in regularly. My original baseball team is there and I am currently doing dental hygiene in the school and kindergarten. We changed into our uniforms and walking onto the field, I saw several familiar faces. Baseball boys. More accurately, most of them soccer players who occasionally play baseball. It was really nice to feel I had true supporters outside the soccer team. We played against the championship team of the Tegucigalpa league. Rumor has it that they are the U18(ish) national selection. Whether this is true, I have no idea but they were hands down the best team we have played. They maintained positions, didn’t play bunchball and passed between themselves. Somehow we won 2-1, goals off a free kick and counter-attack breakaway. It was probably the best I have seen our team play and the best I have personally played since being here.
Toward the end of the first half, I heard my name called. While I generally ignore male voices yelling my name from the sidelines, I knew this one came from the baseball boys. I turned to look and I saw Juan smile and give me a thumbs up. It may have been the proudest moment of my service. I internally beamed at being praised by 11 and 12 year olds. After the game, one of the coach’s friends (aka our supporters) hollered, “How many goals did Laura miss?!” “Three.” said Richard Noe grinning, one of my baseball veterans. Great, someone was counting. And yes, they were solid opportunities I blew (Oops! That’s why I don’t play forward!)
Does pride and joy in praise from a couple of kids indicate my lack of social interaction, lack of feedback or was it feeling accepted and integrated into the community? Probably, all of the above. I will find out in the next few weeks if it has any impact on my relationship with the kids at school or success getting kids to show up to baseball practice. For now, I will revel in the thumbs up from a kid I desperately want to play baseball regularly (he is really fast and seems to have a good attitude.)

¿Qué significa "rain"?





















It is summer. Definitely, officially summer, or dry season. While you folks back home suffer through the unpredictable weather of early spring, rain and snow seemingly out of nowhere, here that is not the case. I envy you (at least in the middle of the day as I sweat and hide from the sun in my house, trying to avoid the heat. I like warm weather. At least when I can escape it briefly or I am on the beach and can enjoy it. Here, summer means dust and more dust and more dust. My version of air conditioning is riding my bike down hill or into the wind and hoping the breeze is slightly cooling. It doesn’t work very well since I have to turn around and come back after. I am learning the important lessons of hiding in the house with the door CLOSED in the middle of the day (to keep the heat out) and opening the door in the evening to let the breeze (if one exists) in. It is probably time to get my fan repaired again. The problem is, I don’t want to carry it to the repair guy because it is too hot outside and I don’t want to leave the house unless necessary. I have also returned to bathing at least once a day. Dumping a cold bucket over my head finally feels good. No longer like jumping in the cold lake on a moderately warm day where you take a deep breath and go for it as quickly as possible (the last few months), nor avoiding it whenever possible because it is just miserable and the power went out again so you can’t even make a cup of hot coffee or tea after. I know, I probably shouldn’t admit it, but bathing in the winter is an “only when absolutely necessary” chore. Summer is the opposite, bathe every chance you have. The problem, water can be scarce in these dry summer months. Therefore, I try to limit it to once a day, usually afternoons to cool off or evening to wash the dust off my feet, returning their natural color. It is also the season for watering the dirt, reduces the dust a bit. Just watch where you step, most people fling the run-off water (potentially raw sewage, depending on the neighborhood) out of the “gutter” onto the street. Last Thursday, I did my good dead for the day but gifting water to the neighbors. I saved the kids several trips hauling water from the river, left the contaminated water in its bed and relieved my conscience by not wasting the water to clean the pila. Do I really live here?

PHOTOS:  Field trip to the river with my 3rd graders.  We loaded half the kids in the back of the teacher's pick up while the others started walking until the teacher picked them up.  Things are a bit different here.  This is one of the "cleanest" rivers in the area.  Too bad it is the same stream that first passes through Rio Dulce where the quantity of garbage and number of vehicles I have seen washed in it is disturbing.  And people bathe in it!  It was a great excuse to talk about littering and caring for the water.  Then they wrote down everything they saw.
Kinder kids in Rio Dulce brushing their teeth after snack.
Chichara on my kitchen light, also known as cicadas.  Quite possibly the most obnoxious insect ever due to their everpresent whine.  Unfortunately, they are here until the rains return.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

My dog

By the way, Bello is a great mouse catcher. Apparently, while we were in La Moskitia the guy watching my house and Bello noticed an awful smell. He found a dead mouse in Bello's bed.

Three nights ago, I let Bello out before bed. When he came back in, he would not move from the corner by the back door. Stairing at the corner, waiting. I finally moved the bricks to see a mouse run out. Bello had that sucker in about 4 seconds. Three down.


Doesn't he look proud? And happy.

A whole new world... still Honduras

Mom and Dad took a break from their retired life in the crazy Washington February weather to visit me for the second time. We spent 9 days in La Moskitia, the northeast corner and most remote area of Honduras with two other volunteers. The trip started by catching a bus to the town of Tocoa where we got in a "paila" for the trip into la Moskitia. The paila, also known as the back of a pickup, was piled with supplies and luggage with eight people piled on top. Thankfully, Mom was given a spot in the cab. She would not have done well. We considered ourselves lucky since one of the pailas traveling with us had eleven people on top of just as much stuff.
After An hour or so of pavement and a few hours of bumpy dirt road (much like all the roads in my site) we suddenly turned off the main road, onto the beach. Honduras regularly has problems with floods, heavy rain and other damage due to storms, especially on the north coast. Last October was especially bad and many areas still have not been repaired. In our naivety, we asked if the road was washed out or damaged. "No, this is the highway," replied the ayudante. I couldn't help but laugh at the multiple times he used the word "careterra", highway. We probably drove a solid 4 hours on the beach. We were lucky and hit it at low tide. The trip back we were slightly less fortunate and the awe factor of the first time was gone. Eventually passed through a few small Garifuna villages and arrived at in Batalla to take a collectivo boat to Raista, our first destination.
Raista is a small village sandwiched between the lagoon and the ocean. Everyone who lives in Raista is part of the same family, it's that small. We relaxed for the evening, enjoyed some incredible fresh fish soup with coconut milk (from the girl who doesn't like soup or fish in Honduras) and took a community tour early in the morning. Each community tour was a combination of the town history, and nature, usually pointing out all the medicinal plants and how they play into the livelihood of the people. This one even included picking coconut and to drink the water and "work up an appetite for breakfast."
From Raista (which means "Rice Point" in Miskito), we got in our dug out canoe with its tiny motor and after crossing two large lagoons, we found ourselves in the town of Brus Laguna. Brus is one of the main towns in the La Moskitia region. With about 2,000 inhabitants, it was the biggest town we saw since driving onto the beach-highway. We stayed about 2 hours away (by boat of course) in private cabañas called Yamari along a small water way. After two solid days of sitting on hard wood, between the paila and the boats, we took advantage of some free time to swim and kayak. After dinner we piled in the boat again to search for crocodiles and caiman. We saw several and our guide almost caught one. Unfortunately, the full moon inhibited us from seeing too many and the mosquitoes (the bugs not the people) sent us home after an hour and a half or so. We ended up seeing plenty more along the shores of the Rio Platano throughout the trip.
From Yamari back to Brus Laguna, we spent 5 more hours putting along up stream until we reached Las Marias, the destination for most of the few travelers to the region. The Miskito people were nomadic until the 1990s when changes in resources, the building and necessity of schools and other factors led many families to settle in the area now called Las Marias. It is only a few hundred residents and even finding a pulperia was a bit difficult. Everything that isn't grown is brought in by boat. Needless to say, the diet mostly consists of rice, beans, platanos, coconut and fish. Of all the wonderful food, our cook/hospedaje owner in Las Marias, Doña Diana, was the best. We wandered the "town" and relaxed, visited the petroglyphs (ancient carvings in rocks up river, so old no one is sure when they were done or by whom), hiked and learned about many more medicinal plants and the plight of outsiders trying to take the hard woods such as mahogany, laurel and cedar that naturally grow through out the rainforest.
The most touching moment was accompanying our guide (a different person in each community) to the petroglyphs. Until last October, her home stood on the shore by the main petroglyph, when rainstorms causing major flooding took the entire complex with it. The entire house, hospedaje, kitchen and comedor are gone. Remnants remain of the latrine. This was her first visit to the site since October. It was difficult not to feel as though we were intruding on such a personal moment as the tears quietly streaked her face.
Next stop was more hiking, the physical part of the vacation. Between our hospedaje in Las Marias and the petroglyphs lies the trailhead for Pico Dama (Old Peak), a naked volcanic cone, the outer surface long since eroded away. So, from Las Marias, 2 hours being poled up stream in canoes by our wonderful Miskito guides, 4 hours hiking through banana fields, jungle, tropical rainforest. Crossing and re-crossing the same creek (there is a dispute about the number of creek crossings but it was more than 15, 19 at most.) Sliding up, sliding down muddy trail, stopping so our main guide could find the right size and kind of tree, chop it down with a machete, strip the bark which he then used to make a rice sack into a backpack. After stopping to see various types of birds and plants, seemingly out of nowhere we arrived at the cabaña where we spent the next two nights. We enjoyed dinner made over a campfire and went to bed early (even for us Peace Corps Volunteers.) It just feels much later in the pitch blackness of the rainforest. We played word games from our mosquito-netted bunks until we felt tired enough to sleep (still probably around 8:30 or 9pm.) The next day, we hiked about 3.5 more hours up. Hiking isn't really the right word for it; much of it was closer to tree climbing. Honduran hiking trails aren't exactly what we would call "maintained" trail in the states. In many places, it can be difficult to find the trail if you don't know where you are going. Both days up, Ofracio, our local guide and mochila-maker kept telling me, "Laura, I don't know if your parents are going to make it." A fit, 40 year old mountain man and fast walker, he was especially worried about Mom. On the way down, I couldn't help but feel proud each time he commented, "Laura, su mama tiene fuerza." My mom is strong for 63! I know it was a challenge but I am proud they both made it without any major problems, mentally or physically. We took a few pictures, headed back down to the cabin to roast the chicken vienna sausages that were given to us for snacks on the hike. I didn't eat them but the Hondurans loved them. It was nice to know they didn't go to waste. The next morning we headed back down to the river and spent one more night in Las Marias. The people around La Marias demonstrated a much closer connection to the land than in other parts of Honduras. It was a pocket of clean, garbage-free nature. The flood debris hanging from branches 20-30ft off the current water surface was natural debris, grasses, tree trunks and stumps, not the old clothes, wrappers and tires filling fences and trees in the rest of the country.
The final stop was Belen, another small town near Raista on the narrow strip of land between a lagoon and the Caribbean. We enjoyed a presentation of traditional Miskito dancing on the beach, lit by bonfire. We were invited to dance with the women to the music of a metal washboard, a turtle shell and a guitar. We rose at 3am the next morning to reverse the trip and head back to Tocoa, La Ceiba and finally Talanga. My parents spent a few more days in my site, visiting neighbors, host family and schools before flying back home.
Since their visit, I have been busy starting my final long-term projects. With only 6 months to go, any thing long term has to be started now if I want to complete it before my time is up. Crazy thought, but yes, the end of service is looming closer and closer with each week. What next....?

Below is a link to some photos from La Moskitia. Let me know if you can't access them and I will try something else.

The other two photos are of my dental hygiene program at school.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Fotos, por fin




scuba Team Rock.
Marta and I with my Spanish dive instructor





We rock!
Sunrise from Sandy Cay (near Utila)




You asked for pictures... here is a sample of Christmas and Marta's visit in January.







Latest Bello update: his castration healed (hence the home-made Elizabithean collar and look of defeat), he has been experiencing separation anxiety with all my absences and I just learned that he is a great mouse catcher! Yes, I had a mouse in my house! I was annoyed. I was in the shower the day I saw the mouse in the bathroom. On the other side of the wall, I heard Bello sniffing, then a squeak. When I got out of the bathroom, Bello was playing with a still breathing but stunned mouse in the back yard. He cowered like he was expecting punishment but I praised him for a great job cating the mouse. Good boy Bello!!
Pelican on our dock on Sandy Cay





First host mom and sis






Drunk grandma enjoying life







Marta's first Honduran dance lesson








Everyone taking pictures, it was quite the site









Making Nacatamales at the host fam's










Bello, immediately after front door surgery.











This year's nacimiento (manger scene)












Pin the star on the Christmas tree with my now 3rd graders













Family photo above Talanga














Same Christmas party, waiting their turn with their stars















Nacatamales for Christmas
















Yep, Nacatamales, it's quite the process




































Host mom